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Monday, January 28th, 2002
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8:15a - Getting started
this year i want to change some stuff in my life, i want things to be diferent...
a diferent journal too
welcome to my life deaders!!!
current mood:  bitchy (comment on this)
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8:20a - she's death
i'm gonna kick that bitch's ass, well not literally but i'll talk to her today....i'm getting so fucking tired of her playing the vitim game...
she's been talkin shit about me and my roomie, i'm tired of that!!!
i didn't do her anything on the first place, she was the one who tried to ruin my relationship with the guy and she is the one who's been talking shit all the time.... so i will beat her this time
i'll talk to her and i'll shot her mouth
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12:07p - tie me, bite me, spank me...... PLEASEEEEE!!!!!!!
i had this dream of some guy i was making out with, so he was smacking my nek, and he bit me real hard, i loved it, but then i was all worried about the mark that will appear on my neck......
so we continued making out, and then a stupid girl from my classroom came into my room ( we we're in my room, my parent's house room ) so i just stood up and went out running.....everybody was worried about me ( there were many people in the house, my girlfriends, class mates and the guy i was with ) so i left the house, run, run and run.....until i found a place to hide, so there i was hidding, looking at the sky, and hoping they couldn't reach me.......
they just wanted to know why i was acting like that, but i didn't wanted to see anyone...... so, somehow with my hands i made a bubble to protect myself, it was a pale blue bubble, so tehre i was in my hidding place, inside of my blue bubble, watching people pass by.....
when i felt better i went back to my parent's house, they were still there....Diego was there, he was here for the weekend, so i doubted for a minute if it was him the one i was making out with buti just couldn't remember....i said goodbye to him, he was leaving....suddenly all of them had bubbles...... violet bubbles....
i so didn't wanted to be there so i just went straigth to my bed, and tried to sleep....and i woke up.....
i woke up because a ceramic sun ( my girlfriend Paulina made it and gave it to me 5 years ago ) i had hanging on my wall felt down and broke.....it woke me up and scared me....it felt by itself..... and there's no reason for it to fall....it hasn't to do anything with the dream but it's a weird thing......
on blocked mode.....next week i'll be on blocked mode.......i won't be affected by anything, cuz i'll be blocked......
i so need someone to tie me, bite me, spank me...... NOW!!!!!
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